1. |
Venom & Glycerine
04:18
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[Verse 1]
Every time I try to make it work
These engines always end up failing
And if this ship is going down
And we're the only ones remaining
[Verse 2]
You can snap my heart in two
I'm sailing in the dark with you
You were my favorite part 'til you
Took everything, broke everything
[Chorus]
Taking up my heart, that's fine
It starts to take a part, not mine
You know that this is my last time
Break everything, take everything, my everything
[Verse 3]
You built a house up in my brain
Now it's a wreck, my house is shaking
Every time I try to get away
The exits always end up caving
[Verse 2]
[Chorus]
[Bridge]
Venom & glycerine
It's a disaster, my only disaster
Burning like kerosene
We're a disaster, a fucking disaster
Every time I try to make it work
These engines always end up
These engines always end up
[Bridge]
It's a disaster
My only disaster
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2. |
Fruity Pablo (Drop In)
04:02
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[Verse: ABSRDST]
God, I thank my mom for my self-esteem
Ever since the day I was turning 16
Swag so stupid
Phone buzzed like every day
Heard he’s dummy thick where it counts, yeah
After gym, there were rumors 'bout me
And I ain’t tryna to be bad
I’m just drawn this way
They say
That I got it
It’s a problem
And you want it
Yeah, you know I’m
Braggadocious
Gotta flaunt it
Come and get this, drop in
They say
He’s a monster
You can’t stop him
And you want him
Yeah, you know I’m
King of pop, and
Gotta flaunt it
Come and get this, drop in
[Chorus: ABSRDST]
Come and get this, drop in
They say
That I got it
It’s a problem
And you want it
Yeah, you know I’m
Braggadocious
Gotta flaunt it
Come and get this, drop in
[Verse: CHAV]
Come and get this drop in like it’s California heat
ABSRDST is on his purpose
Why you grindin’ on his beat?
Don’t you wish you could be us?
Kickflippin’ we on the cusp
Eat it up like what’s for lunch, like
Ooh, ooh, good, yum
[Verse: ABSRDST]
Heard that he was curious about me
Snuck into my room while his girl was sleeping
Now when he can’t sleep
He been texting me
Says he’s
Not a bottom
But he asked me
If I’d top him
It’s okay boy
No one’s watching
Give me options
Let me teach you, drop in
They say
I’m a prophet
Fruity Pablo
Come and watch me
Ass so fat like
It’s my wallet
In my pocket
Come and get this, drop in
[Chorus: ABSRDST]
Come and get this, drop in
They say
That I got it
It’s a problem
And you want it
Yeah, you know I’m
Braggadocious
Gotta flaunt it
Come and get this, drop in
[Verse: CHAV]
They say
That I’m hot like
California
And I’m wavy, surfin'
Yep I’m
Really on one
Like a typhoon
Let me flex this, drop in
They say
That I’m complex
It’s the knowledge
While I’m paid (They say)
I’m just being honest
We the bestest
Come invest this, drop in
They say, uh
They say
Getting paid, yeah
Getting paid, yeah
Getting paid, yeah
[Verse: ABSRDST]
They say
I’m a prophet
Fruity Pablo
Come and watch me
Ass so fat like
It’s my wallet
In my pocket
Come and get this, drop in
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3. |
Exceptional
03:24
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[Verse 1]
You and me
Whenever we’re together
It’s a vibe, you see
Your confidence and cleverness is cool to me
No other way to say it
You’re exceptional, exceptional
[Chorus]
My baby’s dreams and emotions
They keep me conscious and focused
The way you move is a mood
You’re exceptional, exceptional
You’re exceptional, exceptional
You’re exceptional, exceptional
My baby’s dreams and emotions
They keep me conscious and focused
The way you move is a mood
You’re exceptional, exceptional
[Verse 2]
You and me
We’re more than just a couple
We’re a team, you see
So you can tell your mom “he’s taking care of me”
Nobody raised you better
You’re exceptional, exceptional
Soft and sweet
The cutest little booty that I’ve ever seen
Nobody knows it better
So scoot next to me
There ain’t no way around it
You’re exceptional, exceptional
[Chorus]
My baby’s dreams and emotions
They keep me conscious and focused
The way you move is a mood
You’re exceptional, exceptional
You’re exceptional, exceptional
You’re exceptional, exceptional
My baby’s dreams and emotions
They keep me conscious and focused
The way you move is a mood
You’re exceptional, exceptional
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4. |
Creepy
02:45
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[Verse]
I’m so creepy, it’s time to face the truth
And there’s nothing, no, nothing you can do
It’s not your fault, you tried to save me
I was driving you insane
I just want you to know that I see you too
And I hope I didn’t leave a scar
And I’m sorry I let it get this hard
It’s okay if you don’t believe me
And I know you cannot stay
It’s my fault, there’s nothing else to say
[Voicemail Outro]
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5. |
So & So
04:18
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[Chorus: ABSRDST]
I only fuck with people I don’t know
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro
When it comes to romance, I implode
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem
Memories of you like laser beams
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so still doesn’t fuck with me
[Verse 1: ABSRDST]
Another airplane trip without a friend
Been like this since back in 2010
That always makes me feel so alone
Melting off my face down to my phone
When I land in Cali, it’s the apps
Try to find a top that wants to smash
I know he can’t fix what’s in my mind
At least I got a place to spend the night
[Pre-Chorus]
My dad, he kicked me out
Called me a slut
And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong
My dick is big
I wear a thong
But I can’t make it through the day
Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out
And I’ve been struggling alone since then
It’s probably why
[Chorus: ABSRDST]
I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I’m a pro, yeah)
When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)
Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so still doesn’t fuck with me (They don’t love me no no)
[Verse 2: ABSRDST]
I wasn’t gonna another verse
Some people just think that I’m the worst
Motherfuckers disrespect my name
I guess we all need somebody to blame
[Pre-Chorus]
My dad, he kicked me out
Called me a slut
And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong
My dick is big
I wear a thong
But I can’t make it through the day
Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out
And I’ve been struggling alone since then
It’s probably why
[Chorus]
I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know)
And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t)
When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I’m a pro, yeah)
When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode)
The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem)
Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!)
Cutting through the surface of my dreams
So & so’s who doesn’t fuck with me (They don’t love me no more)
[Bridge & Outro: Mood Killer]
You don’t love me like I love myself
You can’t help me overcome my hell
Mirror cleaner, help me cast my spell
Give me hell, see me sell
Can’t you tell I’m unwell?
Cuz I’m not trying to keep you off my tail
A clearer conscience is my holy grail
Don’t you know I’m just too big to fail?
My eyes go black but my face turns pale
Leave me on autoplay
Still waiting for a hurricane
Self esteem autopilot game
Big boy, bad boy with no name
Leave me on autoplay
Still waiting for a hurricane
Self esteem autopilot game
Big boy, bad boy with no name
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6. |
Choke Again
02:55
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Instrumental
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7. |
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[Verse 1]
Can we turn back time?
Meet young and live our lives?
I’ll always believe you wherever you are
You’re finally here, you drove so far
[Chorus]
And I know
That you always feel alone
But you’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
We’ll find our way back home
[Verse 2]
Baby, you’ll be fine
Stay strong and take your time
[Chorus]
And I know
That you always feel alone
But you’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
We’ll find our way back home
But you’ll never be alone
You’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
You’ll never be alone
[Bridge]
I’ll always believe you wherever you are
You make me so proud, you’ve come so far
[Chorus]
And I know
That you always feel alone
It feels like you’re gonna explode
And I know
It feels like an overdose
But you’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
You’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
You’ll never be alone
We’ll find our way back home
You’ll never be alone
[Outro]
I’m very lonely. I just wanted to let the beat drag for a bit…it’s 5 in the morning, I’ve been up all night working on these tunes, trying to figure out what it all means but, you know…I’m really glad I’m here. I have a blessed life. It’s been pretty rocky and I’m pretty lonely but I kinda like the loneliness. After a while, it’s like, you have to learn how to like, be your own friend in a way…Um, I hope you enjoyed my album and…until next time!
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