[Verse 1] Every time I try to make it work These engines always end up failing And if this ship is going down And we're the only ones remaining [Verse 2] You can snap my heart in two I'm sailing in the dark with you You were my favorite part 'til you Took everything, broke everything [Chorus] Taking up my heart, that's fine It starts to take a part, not mine You know that this is my last time Break everything, take everything, my everything [Verse 3] You built a house up in my brain Now it's a wreck, my house is shaking Every time I try to get away The exits always end up caving [Verse 2] [Chorus] [Bridge] Venom & glycerine It's a disaster, my only disaster Burning like kerosene We're a disaster, a fucking disaster Every time I try to make it work These engines always end up These engines always end up [Bridge] It's a disaster My only disaster

[Verse: ABSRDST] God, I thank my mom for my self-esteem Ever since the day I was turning 16 Swag so stupid Phone buzzed like every day Heard he’s dummy thick where it counts, yeah After gym, there were rumors 'bout me And I ain’t tryna to be bad I’m just drawn this way They say That I got it It’s a problem And you want it Yeah, you know I’m Braggadocious Gotta flaunt it Come and get this, drop in They say He’s a monster You can’t stop him And you want him Yeah, you know I’m King of pop, and Gotta flaunt it Come and get this, drop in [Chorus: ABSRDST] Come and get this, drop in They say That I got it It’s a problem And you want it Yeah, you know I’m Braggadocious Gotta flaunt it Come and get this, drop in [Verse: CHAV] Come and get this drop in like it’s California heat ABSRDST is on his purpose Why you grindin’ on his beat? Don’t you wish you could be us? Kickflippin’ we on the cusp Eat it up like what’s for lunch, like Ooh, ooh, good, yum [Verse: ABSRDST] Heard that he was curious about me Snuck into my room while his girl was sleeping Now when he can’t sleep He been texting me Says he’s Not a bottom But he asked me If I’d top him It’s okay boy No one’s watching Give me options Let me teach you, drop in They say I’m a prophet Fruity Pablo Come and watch me Ass so fat like It’s my wallet In my pocket Come and get this, drop in [Chorus: ABSRDST] Come and get this, drop in They say That I got it It’s a problem And you want it Yeah, you know I’m Braggadocious Gotta flaunt it Come and get this, drop in [Verse: CHAV] They say That I’m hot like California And I’m wavy, surfin' Yep I’m Really on one Like a typhoon Let me flex this, drop in They say That I’m complex It’s the knowledge While I’m paid (They say) I’m just being honest We the bestest Come invest this, drop in They say, uh They say Getting paid, yeah Getting paid, yeah Getting paid, yeah [Verse: ABSRDST] They say I’m a prophet Fruity Pablo Come and watch me Ass so fat like It’s my wallet In my pocket Come and get this, drop in

[Verse 1] You and me Whenever we’re together It’s a vibe, you see Your confidence and cleverness is cool to me No other way to say it You’re exceptional, exceptional [Chorus] My baby’s dreams and emotions They keep me conscious and focused The way you move is a mood You’re exceptional, exceptional You’re exceptional, exceptional You’re exceptional, exceptional My baby’s dreams and emotions They keep me conscious and focused The way you move is a mood You’re exceptional, exceptional [Verse 2] You and me We’re more than just a couple We’re a team, you see So you can tell your mom “he’s taking care of me” Nobody raised you better You’re exceptional, exceptional Soft and sweet The cutest little booty that I’ve ever seen Nobody knows it better So scoot next to me There ain’t no way around it You’re exceptional, exceptional [Chorus] My baby’s dreams and emotions They keep me conscious and focused The way you move is a mood You’re exceptional, exceptional You’re exceptional, exceptional You’re exceptional, exceptional My baby’s dreams and emotions They keep me conscious and focused The way you move is a mood You’re exceptional, exceptional

[Verse] I’m so creepy, it’s time to face the truth And there’s nothing, no, nothing you can do It’s not your fault, you tried to save me I was driving you insane I just want you to know that I see you too And I hope I didn’t leave a scar And I’m sorry I let it get this hard It’s okay if you don’t believe me And I know you cannot stay It’s my fault, there’s nothing else to say [Voicemail Outro]

[Chorus: ABSRDST] I only fuck with people I don’t know And if you fuck with me I probably don’t When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro When it comes to romance, I implode The truth is I don’t have no self esteem Memories of you like laser beams Cutting through the surface of my dreams So & so still doesn’t fuck with me [Verse 1: ABSRDST] Another airplane trip without a friend Been like this since back in 2010 That always makes me feel so alone Melting off my face down to my phone When I land in Cali, it’s the apps Try to find a top that wants to smash I know he can’t fix what’s in my mind At least I got a place to spend the night [Pre-Chorus] My dad, he kicked me out Called me a slut And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong My dick is big I wear a thong But I can’t make it through the day Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out And I’ve been struggling alone since then It’s probably why [Chorus: ABSRDST] I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know) And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t) When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I’m a pro, yeah) When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode) The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem) Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!) Cutting through the surface of my dreams So & so still doesn’t fuck with me (They don’t love me no no) [Verse 2: ABSRDST] I wasn’t gonna another verse Some people just think that I’m the worst Motherfuckers disrespect my name I guess we all need somebody to blame [Pre-Chorus] My dad, he kicked me out Called me a slut And you know what?
He wasn’t wrong My dick is big I wear a thong But I can’t make it through the day Without remembering the words he said the day he kicked me out And I’ve been struggling alone since then It’s probably why [Chorus] I only fuck with people I don’t know (I don’t know) And if you fuck with me I probably don’t (No I don’t) When it comes to fucking, I’m a pro (I’m a pro, yeah) When it comes to romance, I implode (I implode) The truth is I don’t have no self esteem (Self-esteem) Memories of you like laser beams (Pew pew pew!) Cutting through the surface of my dreams So & so’s who doesn’t fuck with me (They don’t love me no more) [Bridge & Outro: Mood Killer] You don’t love me like I love myself You can’t help me overcome my hell Mirror cleaner, help me cast my spell Give me hell, see me sell Can’t you tell I’m unwell? Cuz I’m not trying to keep you off my tail A clearer conscience is my holy grail Don’t you know I’m just too big to fail? My eyes go black but my face turns pale Leave me on autoplay Still waiting for a hurricane Self esteem autopilot game Big boy, bad boy with no name Leave me on autoplay Still waiting for a hurricane Self esteem autopilot game Big boy, bad boy with no name

Instrumental

[Verse 1] Can we turn back time? Meet young and live our lives? I’ll always believe you wherever you are You’re finally here, you drove so far [Chorus] And I know That you always feel alone But you’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home We’ll find our way back home [Verse 2] Baby, you’ll be fine Stay strong and take your time [Chorus] And I know That you always feel alone But you’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home We’ll find our way back home But you’ll never be alone You’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home You’ll never be alone [Bridge] I’ll always believe you wherever you are You make me so proud, you’ve come so far [Chorus] And I know That you always feel alone It feels like you’re gonna explode And I know It feels like an overdose But you’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home You’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home You’ll never be alone We’ll find our way back home You’ll never be alone [Outro] I’m very lonely. I just wanted to let the beat drag for a bit…it’s 5 in the morning, I’ve been up all night working on these tunes, trying to figure out what it all means but, you know…I’m really glad I’m here. I have a blessed life. It’s been pretty rocky and I’m pretty lonely but I kinda like the loneliness. After a while, it’s like, you have to learn how to like, be your own friend in a way…Um, I hope you enjoyed my album and…until next time!